Que Sera, Sera.

Jeane | 18 | j²091811 | Freshman in College | Nursing | SK |

"Reality, when it hits you, it doesn't hesitate to tap you softly against the chest. When it hits you, it's a full blow that makes you feel like you can't breathe anymore. "

I don’t want to be a college drop out or anything but I don’t know if I can handle school at this point in my life. I know the semester is just about to finish too, but I’m really not sure about anything anymore. I don’t know if I’m emotionally and mentally stable enough to pursue all of this for 4 years straight. I’m barely getting by this year and not only is it taking a toll on me but my parents too. I don’t want to waste time and money on something I’ll just give a half-assed effort on. I know education is important too but I’m literally so stuck on this. There’s way too much going on for me to have a good grasp on things this semester and focusing is impossible for me. Should I finish the year and take a break? Should I keep going or what.. As much as I want to put my heart into this, it’s not.